I think...

... that it's crap- CRAP- that I can't get a direct answer from my GP or cardiology about how my heart is behaving with this new medication.
... that it's crap- CRAP- that I had to read about the fact that I will still experience a-fib while on this new medication, but it will be a slower rate (like 50 bpm as opposed to 250 bpm) from a website http://a-fib.com/, and that me taking a "Rate Control Medication" simply slows my heart, it doesn't stop the a-fib, which means it doesn't stop the risk of stroke that comes with a-fib.
... that I need to see the Wizard, because I want a new heart... anyone want to come to Oz with me?