Wednesday Wonders & a Brain Dump

Hmmm... Today, and many days, I wonder when- or even if- I will find someone to share my life with.

Oh, don't get me wrong, I have amazing friends and family that are a part of my everyday life, but you know what I mean- "the One", my Medio Naranja. In Spain, that's how they say soul mates- half-an-orange. It's a little more light hearted and less cliche than saying "Soul Mate" but still very much effective!

So, yeah. That's what I've got for you today. If you happen to know anyone who you might introduce to me, that's great! If not, well, then I'm just going to keep on-keepin' on.

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About moving- yup, it's happening a month earlier than I expected! I'm moving 05/22/09! Memorial Day Weekend. Thank GOD Camp Jitterbug is the following weekend this year, or I'm not sure what I'd do!!! I still am not quite sure about everything- the only thing I have packed right now is half of my DVD collection. Every time I get boxes out, I break down into tears. I love my apt, and never thought I'd leave! But I know that it's going to be better for me, for sure. I've spent the last 1.5 months hiding in my apt, avoiding going anywhere or even looking out my windows because every time I go in or out, every time I look out my windows, I see where that woman was murdered and the whole day replays itself in my head. I've spent almost the entire time I'm off from work either avoiding "home" or hiding inside my home, avoiding everyone and everything else! I've gained 40 lbs in the last 6 weeks because all I've done is eat, sleep, and cry, and I just can't continue this way. I'd be bigger than a bread box and have a black hole for a soul, because- I swear- every time I walk past where "it" happened a little piece of me dies inside and I have to choke down bile.

I know that moving is going to be the best thing for me, and being 2 blocks from Rick & Dana and 10 minutes from family will definately help. I wish I could transplant Mark & Katie & Monique so they were closer to Kent too... *sigh* Or maybe just eliminate Fife and Milton. Then I'd be closer to work too- just squeeze Kent and Tacoma closer together on the map! It's not like anyone would miss Fife. Or Milton.

For now, I'm actually able to think about packing without feeling heartbroken, so I'm going to start putting clothes into boxes.

Tune in next time, same time, same place!