Isn't it Ironic, Don't Ya Think?

David is in Spain right now too...

I'm going to have to think about this, pray about this, and will update more later. 
Silly FB networking, showing me what my friends write on NON-friend's walls...

Wednesday Wonders

I wonder what it will be like to fly First Class?? 

(don't worry, I'll take pictures- gotta love the art of photo-blogging!)

Leavin' on a Jet Plane

But I know when I'll be back... *grin*

I cannot believe it's almost time to leave for Spain!!!  It really does seem like it was just last week that I was making the ticker for the blog countdown, and now- in 2 days- I will be leaving!!  Stanley definately knows something's up... as most dogs do when the suitcases come out.  This was his ploy to stop the packing process this time around!

Boy, does this dog know how to pout, or what!  And this was at my parents' house... when I put my suitcase on the bed tonight to pack he layed down on the top half of it, flipped the whole thing right over.

Silly ol' Dog.

Wednesday Wonders

I wonder what possessed me to wear a jean skirt, a summery top, and cute little sandals today, and it's raining so hard that visibility is about 5 feet infront of my face & it sounds like a train is traveling on top of our building.  (as the co-worker in the next cubicle starts singing "Chattanooga Choo Choo"- he didn't even know I was writing about trains, the rain is really just that loud!)

DOH!

In my own defense, it was absolutely beautiful-sunny up until 3pm...

Oh, What a Beautiful Morning! Oh, What a Beautiful Day!

Can't say I've got a beautiful feeling that everythin's going my way, but it feels alright, and I'm okay with that. *grin*

I took today off, a much needed lazy morning that's not really lazy, but is a little unscheduled until about 12:30.  Gonna take the dog for a walk/run today- yes, you heard me right, I'm willingly running- and then I need to make some cupcakes for the retreat tonight, as well as pre-chop everything I need to make-a the sauce-a for pasta dinner. 

Friday-Saturday should be good, it's the Sonoro choir retreat, and I'm really looking forward to spending more than just 2 hours on a Tuesday night with these people!  I'm not excited about the bug spray or sun screen that I'll be packing with me, but *meh* what are ya gonna do?

Guess it's time to get out of bed... 7:45-and-loving it! Sometimes a person needs to sleep in.

Wednesday Wonders

I wonder what triggers episodes of insecurity? 

Right now, I'm feeling insecure.  I feel like I should be stepping lightly, apologizing on the front end, and that I'm really not "good enough" to be somebody's friend. 

I know this isn't TRUTH, but it's how I feel, and feelings- while outrageous- are still valid as feelings.  Thank GOD my brain tells me that this little episode of feeling unworthy of anyone or anything is totally off base...

but still... I wonder... of course, I also wonder how to stop slipping into these "funks" as my mother would call them.  I know it's not a need for Prozac.  Been there, done that, filled a few journals about it.

Speaking of journals, perhaps I should fill a few more pages, get this out of my system. :-)

DOH!

Today was an "off" day. 

No java this morning, couldn't figure out why I was so tired until almost 2pm! 
Went to 7-11 next door for my coffee fix, got stuck in a flash snow/hail/ice downpour.  Not a good day to be wearing Teva sandal-sneakers.  Not a good day to not have a coat.  Thank heavens I had a thick wool scarf, which I threw over my head in a heartbeat as a make-shift tent while I tredged through the piling ice balls on the sidewalk. 

Got to 7-11, had to dump a snow/ice-drift off my "tent". 

Ruby, who works there, told me the weather was revolting against me because I didn't get my coffee in the morning.  She said I threw off the balance and natural order.

Go figure.