05 May 2010

Wednesday Wonders

I wonder what triggers episodes of insecurity? 

Right now, I'm feeling insecure.  I feel like I should be stepping lightly, apologizing on the front end, and that I'm really not "good enough" to be somebody's friend. 

I know this isn't TRUTH, but it's how I feel, and feelings- while outrageous- are still valid as feelings.  Thank GOD my brain tells me that this little episode of feeling unworthy of anyone or anything is totally off base...

but still... I wonder... of course, I also wonder how to stop slipping into these "funks" as my mother would call them.  I know it's not a need for Prozac.  Been there, done that, filled a few journals about it.

Speaking of journals, perhaps I should fill a few more pages, get this out of my system. :-)

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