Meltdown.

Everyone now and then a person needs a good cry.  Tonight, I had a freaking hard, good cry.

Katie left for Canada.
Ben's leaving this weekend for North Dakota.
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, and I really thought I was done with it.
I was trying to get ready for Alissa's bachelorette party in my new little black dress, with my new sassy belt and my new ankle boots, I had this great vision in my head of how my hair would be fun, piled in curls on top of my head...

... and then I started to get ready.  Shower, check.  Shaved the legs, check.  Curling creme & gel in hair, check, blow dry curls, check.  Start sweating so bad that you can't tell I've even dried my hair?  Check.  Dammit.  Moisturizer, make up, all a moot point.

Then I started crying just a little bit, and Stanley - in his efforts to make me feel better - dove onto my head, pulling my hair, and that was that. 

*heavy sigh* sniffle*

I wish I could be at club Allure with Alissa, Moe, & Annie, and everyone.  I can't believe I'm missing Liss's bachelorette party.