Wednesday Wonders (observed)

LOL- I know that it's not Wednesday, but I can't currently think of anything else to title this entry, so there you go. 

I wonder when I will be able to be okay not being David's friend.  It's his birthday today, and I had to literally say- out loud- "NO" when my mind asks if I should send him a quick birthday email.  Now, I haven't thought about doing this for almost 4 years, but.... and this is why my mom has always said about herself too.... I forget that I'm supposed to be mad at someone!  Can you believe it?  After everything, I'm ready to forgive and welcome him back into my heart?! 

Sheesh! 

Maybe it's because he's opened the door up a few times, sent a little email here or there.... but, after he renounced our friendship, I made a pact with myself to always guard my heart a little better.  Guess this shows I'm ready and willing to chuck that out the window....

So, there.  That's my thought for today.