15 July 2013

... and on the 10th day ...

I am down 13 pounds, I've only washed one load of laundry, and still need to deep clean the apartment before turning in the keys. My parents have been amazingly supportive, as parents should be, and will help me with the "lease buy out" money, to be paid back asap. Oh, the stress of breaking up. Love lost. I don't have any funny words of wisdom right now, only that I realized last night that he loved me the best way he knew how.... sadly, that wasn't good enough for what I deserve. I will never be in an abusive relationship, no matter how much I love that person, they love me, or how much they say they're sorry after-the-fact. Proverbs 31:25 is still my inspiration & motivation. "She is clothed with strength & dignity and she laughs without fear of the future." I think this needs to be my first tattoo, if I ever get up the courage to get one.

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