I know my weight has fluctuated quite a bit since I left PLU, and I'm down another 2 lbs, which is exciting, but then I see photos of me and realize I need to focus more.... and more.... and MORE! I'm not going to shy away from these photos, because they are wonderful memories, and I realize that my friends love me even though I am heavier than anyone else in my groups of friends. Thank you for that, because there are days when I don't love myself. We all say it, but I really do mean it- I wish I had known then (high school) what I know now (ten years later)- I never would have let myself gain the weight I did, because it seems IMPOSSIBLE to lose now!
So, I think I look like humpty dumpty here... *sigh* I hate to think about what I looked like a few months & 12 lbs ago!
Let's use this as a "go" point. It will be my frame of reference for where I never want to be again, and I will use this- and a few other pictures- to track my progress...
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I've always thought you were beautiful and I've only known you looking "this way." ((HUGS))
I too, have a picture of what I looked like before I got PG with Gavin, and then I see pictures of myself now, and know what I need to do. Doesn't always make it any easier, but I've kept 7lbs off this month, and hope that during September, I can make that 12lbs! I will cheer you on!
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